Ugh.
Every once in awhile, a few times a month maybe, I have dreams about Gene. What the hell. They are unsettling and unwelcome. It’s never anything racy, just he appears, and then I get all upset, or awkward, because the situation with him was so messed up.
It’s never like “I wish I was still with him!”, it’s always, why did it have to be like that?!
I’d like to leave the past in the past, but it seems my brain doesn’t want me to.

April 15th, 2009 at 10:49 pm
yeah, those dreams suck.