Jeans and Sneakers

You ever wake up and feel like the day will be disasterous? Today was something like that. I kept waking up last night at random times. Needless to say it didn’t make for a good night’s sleep. (Crap. That just reminded me, I wanted to try and find some melatonin. . .my friend Bay said that it’s supposed to help you get more restful sleep.) So naturally, waking up wasn’t a pleasant thing to do. My early morning was composed of me trying to think of a believable reason to call in to work, mixed with hitting the snooze button.

At work all day I was miserable. I frigging lost something that I need (or someone else misplaced it, because I could have SWORN that I put it in a folder. . .), and it made me start questioning my own competence. Rob didn’t get home last night until late, and we only had a short time together before I had to go to sleep. So today I missed him a lot more than usual (part of me is worried that missing him this much is unhealthy. . .but oh well.), and it made me even worse. I just wanted to go home and climb back in bed with him.

After work I came home to open some packages (more of those shirts I ordered, which I think might be all a teeny bit too big. . .I hope they shrink in the wash.) and then left again to go to a friend’s house where Rob was working on his car. I figured it’d be better to go over there “for a little while”, as Rob said he’d only be there for a short while to fix his car today, than to stay at home again and just sit here and miss him. I guess it was better, although I didn’t really get to hang out with him much, just be around him while he worked. When it turned 9pm I left, because I have to shower still and get things ready for tomorrow (and try to relax a little.). He said he’d be home soon. I told him we’ll see.

I’m thinking about making some popcorn and putting a movie on.