In between holidays
It’s the second to last day of November. This year went by entirely too fast. Last night went by too fast too, I spent it playing World of Warcraft instead of doing anything productive. But I leveled up a bit!! :[
Well that’s not fair, I did get out to the craft store and got some yarn for my friend in CO, I’m knitting her a cool scarf, and I also got some items to make xmas presents for Rob’s family members. And blank cards. So I did something productive.
I was all out of it and sad for a lot of last week. . .I’m on birth control, and the hormones make me a little crazy sometimes, definitely make me over emotional sometimes. Last week I was convinced Rob didn’t want to spend any time with me anymore. We’re a funny couple, whenever we have to talk about something that we’re not comfortable talking about face to face, or if there’s the possibility of us yelling at eachother, we’ll get on AIM and talk about it. Sunday night I got up my nerve and messeged him on WOW, and told him, not to say that he was doing anything wrong, but he noticed I was weird last week, so to tell him that I felt like maybe he was getting bored with me or something.
Well. There was a particularly nice outcome of this convo, he definitely confirmed that he’s not getting bored with me, and is no where near doing so. I’m so glad he found me, he really is the most amazing person/boyfriend ever.
/mush.
I woke up this morning, tired as usual. But I remembered to grab my tea. When we went shopping on Friday for food for my 2nd turkey dinner, Rob bought me some Chai Tea, because I wanted it. I tried some when my sister got it once, when we were hanging out in the city, and liked it, so I figured maybe I’d try to switch to that from coffee in the morning, since coffee seems to burn through my stomach in the mornings. Anyway, I’m going off on tangents. I got pissed off this morning, because I had moved something stupid my roomate’s gf put in one of my cabinets, that really has no right to take up all the space it’s taking up. And when I went to grab my tea this morning, I noticed that she had moved it back.
Which made me think on the drive into work, about how I had told my roomate that I wanted us all to sit down and have a talk about this shit that’s been going on in my house, her staying with us for free, and giving us attitudes, and being a slob, not cleaning up after herself, and generally demanding respect in our house when she has no right to do so. And I thought about how my roomate basically brushed me off saying that I shouldn’t say anything to her yet, how he had to speak with her first, because anything I said to her would just make her upset, and would come back as her yelling at him. And I told him at that point, that that was his own damned fault. I told him that I had tried to prevent this whole thing from happening from the beginning, and he knew that. I had told him before she even stepped foot into our house that I didn’t want her living here, that I didn’t want her taking over my kitchen, and that’s exactly what happened, despite his promises that it wouldn’t.
Anyway, I started this morning off all pissed off because I thought about how I want to solve this problem in my house that I pay to live in, and he basically told me that I can’t, because it will come back as stress on him, and he doesn’t need that. Well what the hell, I’ve been stressed about it the whole friggin time, ever since she started staying in my house. But I guess my stress doesn’t matter to him. She needs to get the hell out of my house, and one way or another, I’m going to make sure that she does.